Seriously

I have feelings. First of all, this is just a venting thing. I don't really care if you read it. I'm 11. I just wanna have fun. Hence, my voicemail is the Hay Dog story. I don't need people that I know prank calling me. And they didn't even put their number on private. Smart ones. I feel so emo. I don't even think I have a purpose to this world anymore. Honestly, dance and friends are what keep me alive. Anyway, nobody can ever judge me and the way I am. Yes, I'm dumb. I make mistakes and I LEARN from them. I'm not perfect. No one is. so that means I'M the only one that can judge me. No one knows me like...me(: Well, I can't really say I hate you...you're family. And you KNOW I'm sensitive. So, uhm, BYE. Faggot.

PS: Go fxck Jared in the ash. (: Good day.


ROFLMAO.

School

can go suck my disco stick. Well, not really. Sometimes. I've been making, and losing friends. Developed a crush...? Perhaps. Shiz. So tired and drained from it. So, I'm just telling you guys I'm still alive ! :P

For Krys

ilu Kryssyboo(:

1. Who are you?:

I'm Pam(:

2. Are we friends?:

Of course !

3. When and how did we meet?:

I don't really remember when, but we met on Chatroll<33

4. How have I affected you?:

idk...

5. What do you think of me?:

You're k000000l<33

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?:

Uhhhhhhhm...I don't know. Sorry.

7. How long do you think we will be friends?:

A long-ish time I guess. (:

8. Do you LOVE ME?:

Yes. But not in a crush way...

9. Do you have a crush on me?:

Hell no. I'm a girl. A straight girl.

10. Would you kiss me?:

NO.

11. Would you hug me?:

Yes(:

12. Physically, what stands out?:

Uh...idk.

13. Emotionally, what stands out?:

idk either.

14. Do you wish I was cooler?:

Well, I wish everyone is. No offense.

15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?:

I dunno. I'm a girl...

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:

Kryssyboo ! haha, because you're cool liddat(:

17. Am I loveable?:

Of course.

18. How long have you known me?:

I dunno. Months perhaps?

19. Describe me in one word.:

Great(:

20. What was your first impression?:

I don't really remember my first impressions of people...haha.

21. Do you still think that way about me now?:

Whaa?

22. What do you think my weakness is?:

Hok(: lol.

23. Do you think I'll get married?:

Yeeeeeeah.

24. What makes me happy?:

Hok(:

25. What makes me sad?:

Alexa ! LMFAO.

26. What reminds you of me?:

Tutting. (: Which leads me to Hok, then you. ROFLMAO.

27. If you could give me anything what would it be?:

I would give you a hug(: Because hugs are awesome !

28. How well do you know me?:

Not a lot..not nothing. So in between.

29. When's the last time you saw me?:

Today, in chat, and Twitter xD

30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:

Nope. Not that I know of..

31. Do you think I could kill someone?:

It's possible. HAHAHAHAHA.

32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:

The same.

33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:

Yes. Unless you're tired or so.

34. Are you going to put this on your myspace and see what I say about you?:

I don't have one. :\

35. Do I have your phone number?

Yeah you do(:

Done.

Survey!

This is like a MySpace survey.

You:

How old are you?
I am 11 years of age. (Nopedo.)

Do you have good friends?
I guess. Maybe.

How would you describe your personality?
Shy, but if you get to know me, I'm a huge ball of sunshine. Or loud-ness.

Would you consider yourself easy to get along with?
Sure.

Are your parents cool?
Haaaaaaail naw.

Do you have a pet?
Nope.

What's your favorite food?
Chocolate ! :D

What color eyes do you have?
Black/brown(:

What does your hair look like?
It's black. A little longer than shoulder length. With sideswept bangs.

Do you wear glasses?
No. Unless you count my fake ones.

Freckles?
Noooo.

What is your ethnic background?
FILIPINO ! (:

Do you speak any other languages?
No, but I cann understand Tagalog.

Do you drive? If so, what car?
No. I'm 11.

What's your favorite season?
Spring. (:

Relationships:

Have you ever been in relationship?
NO.

How many crushes have you had?
IDK. 5...? 4...?

Do you like somebody?
mhm.

Do you ask, or get asked?
I dunno.

Does the person that you like know that you like them?
No.

Do they like you?
No.

What kind of person are you looking for?
An Asian bboy(: Who's cute.

What is most important about a person?
Personality. And a good heart.

Interests:

What do you like to do in your spare time?
I go on the computer. Aduuuuuuur.

Do you play any after-school sports?
Nah. I hate sports.

What is your favorite class?
Art !

Any foreign languages?
No.

Where do you plan to go to college?
UCI, UCSD, or UCSF.

What do you plan to major in?
Uhm...not sure yet.

If you were to learn any language, what would it be?
Japanese. (:

If you were to learn about anything, what would it be?
I wanna learn how to do Karate with Steve Terada (; lol.

Do you like your high school?
I'm not in HS. :\

Are you a math person?
Yes. Kinda.

Miscelleneous:

Do you ski or snowboard?
Nuh-uh.

Would you consider yourself smart?
yeeeeeeeeah.

Do you like skaters? Would you want to be one?
I thought it said "Do you like stalkers?" -_- But, I like em, don't wanna be em.

Have you ever been in a fight?
No. I can't fight.

Do you think that you are strong?
Nooooooooo way.

Who would win, boxer or ultimate fighter?
If it was Manny Pacquiao(Did I spell that right?)....BOXER.

Did you like this survey?
I guess so.

I Got

DARED, by Tofu and Toru. Well, I had the idea but they went along with it. So, I was dared to talk to the girl with the JBWKZ shirt. And nice kicks. And can jerk ! but she's in 7th grade. Or 8th. Not sure. She's Flip too ! Yeeeeah. So anywaaaaaay. That's it. (: byebye.

I Realize

that I need to appreciate my life...the good things in life. I can't just sit around and think about bad stuff. Enjoy it to its fullest(:
And I also realized...
I don't need a guy by my side. I'm fine just the way I am.
That dance is more important to me...more than ever.
I can't do a baby freeze for shiz.
Boys just tear you apart and make you fall to your knees. If you like em.
There ain't ANY popular crowds in school.
I wanna learn how to jerk(:
And that's it. Byeeeez.

Recap

So, I started 6th grade on Monday. Miseraaable first day D; but...Tuesday was better I guess. Some kids were breaking, jerking and stuff. One of them was cuh-youuuuuuuuute(: HOLLA ! xD He can bboy, he's cute. I'm sold. lolol. And I realized that dancing isn't really just a hobby. It's a way of life for some. And NEW QUOTE ! Hail yeaaaaaaaaaaaah. "If you don't believe in magic, you don't believe in love" Isn't that so deep? No, it isn't. And...I've experienced "falling in like" with someone's name I don't even know. -.- Classes can go suck my disco stick. Except for art(: Ms. Wu is the best ! I valued Summer more. And dance <33 And so far...School sucks. Well, besides lunch ;D

Go...

Away. Stop trashing me and my friends. I CAN'T TAKE IT! I had a knife in my hand ready to cut myself. It's of serious matter. And that one "yes, iByte" was a JOKE. Damn, and yes I AM a so-called questie. If you don't believe...just go. Shiz. I'm tired of you. And you were never even there. If we had a fight...THEY were there. I know this sounds like ym previous post, but..yeaah. And SHUT THE HECK UP. Yeah, I'm a byter. Says you. You're a byter too. Everyone in the world is. NO ONE IS EVER ORIGINAL. Got that?! If you don't bye. Have a great life knowing that you hurt your friends feelings uber.

Goodbye.

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Lexxy
08/21/2009 11:52 am

• Wow Pam. Questie Besties? For all those girls who have been there for you. You put "Questies first."Ppl u dont even KNOW. You know im ssorry to say this but you have drivven me to it.Im NOT racist,but it seems like very fillipino person i meet is rude and two faced.Im Sick Of This. I Was there for you,and saying sorry?YOU HAVE WORN THAT OUT.Fuck You. And All UR Questies. :)"

I'm tred of you. and putting up with this. Apparently, you aren't "racist" but you ARE. Isn't it hard to hear the truth? It is. And I'm not even gonna say sorry anymore. Because thanks to you...(this isn't a joke. At all.) I started to hypervetilate and I almost cut myself. And seriously, every Filipino person in this world is gonna hate you. We're not two faced. And seriously, how many Flips do you know?! Two. And yes, I always say sorry. Because I'm the one who tries to be the bigger person. And I KNOW my questies. Like sisters. Now shut up because YOU don't know them either. And you've NEVER been there for me. Even if we were in a fight, you would just go to the hate lane. I would go there too. But sit in the middle of love and hate. And don't even get e started on the byter situation. You copied it. Now take a note from Lily Allen. Fck you, fck you very, very much.

Have a nice life(:

Dear my beloved questies...

I wanna let you guys know that you're always there for me. And helped me realize I deserve better friends. You guys are "like bras" . xD You guys are like my best friends and my looooves<3 I rust you guys with everything and you guys are always there to support me(: Always there to make me laugh when I'm crying...making me cry because of laughter. FLABS(: and always there when I need some support. Even though I haven't met you guys in person, I know that we're like almost bessfrans. There's so much of you to list. But this is just personally for you guys basically saying "I love you guys and we're like seesturz<33"

Love and hugsss,
Spammy(: